got a message from the usa girl with the millionare boyfriend
saying i have to make things happen
but he paid her plane tickets first class
payed for her house rent
paid for hotels at $550 a night
put her on pay roll of $400.000
how the hell can she said make it happen
her life is bought
like the time i asked about why she had only 4 holliday days
free for me if i traled 5000 miles but had all the time in the world for him
"Money makes it diffrent " she said
Money makes it diffrent ...what an awful thing to have in my memorys
my turkish girl left to chace money
it all makes me feel so fucking worthless
.i cant even give myself to someone
with nothing
im still un wanted
.it all fucking hurts
saying i have to make things happen
but he paid her plane tickets first class
payed for her house rent
paid for hotels at $550 a night
put her on pay roll of $400.000
how the hell can she said make it happen
her life is bought
like the time i asked about why she had only 4 holliday days
free for me if i traled 5000 miles but had all the time in the world for him
"Money makes it diffrent " she said
Money makes it diffrent ...what an awful thing to have in my memorys
my turkish girl left to chace money
it all makes me feel so fucking worthless
.i cant even give myself to someone
with nothing
im still un wanted
.it all fucking hurts
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it\'s a life loop.
you love the ones who leave you for money. why is THAT?
why not love the ones who love you for YOU?
i\'ve never seen the bought ones work.
she will always be looking for more money.
someone richer. better.
so will he.
someone younger.
cheaper.
trying to find someone to love me for me
i thought about that today
as a romance film was on tv
almost though the whole thing
i was saying to myself hmmm right ,,,,as if ,,,,that wont work
...wait till....
bitter about the full film
at one point i did think like that
but now all that seems a stupid idea
its all just compremise : /
yes you are right
i dont love her
and i shouldnt be bothered
so yes you are correct and thanks for helping me re asses that
but i am jelouse of the situation a bit but mainly it points out that
i have not had any sucksess and once you have success
you can paint with your own sick and people will say your
a genius .....its so stupid
it is stupid. i agree.
success is like happiness.
it\'s a goal and once you get there, you realize
it\'s just a moment. like all other moments.
success is surviving. don\'t you think?
interesting that you see it as jealousy. I think that is her intent.
for some reason, i really feel she is intent on making
you jealous.
next time, you should tell her to stop talking about it
because it makes you jealous. HA.
but then she just might really want you. so be careful.
her wants are for temporary.
yes
her wants are for temporary
ive read her messages she sends
and they are all about the other guy in that band
but i talked to **** about it and he said i am being stupid
HER\" and said he instructed *** to come back to the hotel and to look after me because he couldnt
\"just we essentially spent the entire day in bed, me and ***** -- and even i am finding us at strangeness\"
THAT SET UP IS SO DOOMED ......
yes
her wants are for temporary
ive read her messages she sends
and they are all about the other guy in that band
but i talked to **** about it and he said i am being stupid
HER\" and said he instructed *** to come back to the hotel and to look after me because he couldnt
\"just we essentially spent the entire day in bed, me and ***** -- and even i am finding us at strangeness\"
THAT SET UP IS SO DOOMED ......
She is a total idiot
the amount of things she does wrong .....
i would have dumped her in a day or so ....far to selfish