stupid situation
that just confuses me about life
i have a date that is totally physical
but ive backed off
i have a church girl that has emailed me back after almost a year away
totaly none physical but was emotionaly close
and ive backed off
i so need the middle ground
to be wanted by someone and a physical thing
i cant be left hanging bettween the two.
.i could get what i need but it cant be 2 people
i need one .
at times i get so frustrated with it all i think of
self halm
and that just shows how deep the situation
but i dont