back ground anxiety has been making me ill
tryed to face it today
i went and met up with her
mainly because she said she felt bad
i would have keep quiet a lot longer
...even went back to her house with i view now only as a trap
very on edge all night
even she was
worst bit came when it was time to drive home
the same fears were there ...even more so this time
to long to type everything i felt
but it was fear of a take and being followed
it maybe to much to deal with
,i dont want that feeling over and over