ment on sort of a none date today
it was an afternoon out
tlaked about lots of things
then parted
she said she would have liked more to it all
even asking me later to go to her house
for something more personal ect
 
but i said no
said it would bring up to many issues
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the situation is way to complex
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it wasnt going anywhere
i think were just alone
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so i did the right thing again and walked away
but it is upsetting because it was like a hint at being wanted
and someone saying nice things
and feeling liked as i am
--
singer had a dig at the fact i cant spell..
someone asked me to help spell a word
she jumped in dont ask him hes the worst 
-but she was right i couldnt spell it
so maybe i am wrong to feel a bit up set by that