so i left
and drove to the next town 30 miles
spent a while there
and drove to a shopping center 15 miles from there
its a place i used to go to
lots of past thoughts there
with ex's
also young couples there on dates
i felt time had passed
and even when i was that age my life was hell
people were there looking great ,happy
expesive cars
and im a massive fuck up
i hate my reflection
i saw it in the shop windows
like the ugly duckling in the water
ive been told how bad i look and see myself and think yes you do look awfull
this is why no one loves you
you look shit on legs