took 3 days off email
work
i still made a few things but
.i have closed own on contact for a few days 
i feel i have the right to
but have some small guilit about it
 
i really need to stop moving i's
 
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talked a lot on line to that girl who likes me
in fact i think she is pushing towards me
but i am very blind to that stuff
so maybe she is really pushing ?
so far i dont know how to react
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for now at least its nice to have someone to talk to