took 3 days off email
work
i still made a few things but
.i have closed own on contact for a few days 
i feel i have the right to
but have some small guilit about it
 
i really need to stop moving i's
 
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talked a lot on line to that girl who likes me
in fact i think she is pushing towards me
but i am very blind to that stuff
so maybe she is really pushing ?
so far i dont know how to react
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for now at least its nice to have someone to talk to
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

yay! self-care! I love it!

i used to online date and people were strange.
sometimes they push and then back off.
so hard to read.

i wish you could look for how it makes YOU feel.
if you feel comfortable with her, then she is worth
your time and effort.
alantm
alantm

i took time off and got nasty emails
.so my fearswere true
im not that daft
.i know when they are going to give me grief
alantm
alantm

today was bad i will try and post about it