deleted_user 08/29/2010
ice the hand. yikes.

what happens when you are with people?
what do you mean by unstable?

alantm 08/29/2010
im feeling victuised or something
at least im reacting emotionaly
im trying really hard to play as i used to
so im trying to get things right and im being told
to stop

im vunerable and i feel as though im getting even more pressure
.im at cracking point with it all so when they add small stuff on top its even worse for me
im acting emotonaly as if i were by my self
all these outside people im sick of coping with
but i should cope to fit in

deleted_user 08/31/2010
you say so much here.

i think there is too much pressure put on yourself to fix things.
and to fix them by yourself.

all those outside people just might suck the life out of you
if you let them.

did you know there are two types of people?
some people get their energy from others.
some people get energy from being alone.

i need to be alone to gain energy. i can actually feel
others sap it out of me.

hang in there. you are getting stronger. i can feel it.