detachment
 
bit depressed at having to go to sleap
the things im dreaming are not nice
and i dont wantto go into that world again
i do wake upset or even scraed sometimes
sleap is not a nice place for me  

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deleted_user
deleted_user

do you want to take control of your dreams?

i\'ve tried it. it\'s easy to do.

the problem for me is that i get so excited in my dream as soon
as i realize i\'ve gotten control, that i wake up.

maybe that might be good for you though?

you can learn how to do it in a movie, if that is the easiest
way for you to absorb information.

what is the best way? audio?

i love movies.

if you watch the movie \'waking life\', it teaches you how.

i\'ll see if i can find a youtube video of it.

you\'d be amazed at how easy it is.

then you could use your dreams to satiate any feelings
of loneliness. dreams are pretty fascinating.
deleted_user
deleted_user

it\'s called LUCID DREAMING.

youtube videos abound on the topic.
i couldn\'t fine a good one.

you are dreaming already, so you possess the ability
to do it.

i never did any journaling about it,
which all the youtube videos seem to recommend.

i just asked myself
during the day if i was awake or in a dream.

then, in my dream, i would do the same thing.

as soon as i realized i was dreaming, i was now lucid.

it\'s super cool. you should try it.

i guess one way to prove if you are dreaming or awake is
to try a light switch. in dreams, they don\'t work.