ok today
worn out
worked to much over about 8 .9 days
trying to get a gap  for my self to recover
today i fet drainded
working lots but i could not understand the feeling i was getting
i can work and work
.its easy you just dont stop
so what is the ill feeling about
i told myself just keep going
.i dont know why its getting hard
i finaly got all my work done after 10 hours
but as soon as i stopped
i  thought now what ???
and to fill my time i worked 1.1/2 hours more
 
i cant think striaght
.so something is stopping
small chains of thougfht are getting very hard to follow
more in next post
that will be ahead of this
how odd