ok today
worn out
worked to much over about 8 .9 days
trying to get a gap for my self to recover
today i fet drainded
working lots but i could not understand the feeling i was getting
i can work and work
.its easy you just dont stop
so what is the ill feeling about
i told myself just keep going
.i dont know why its getting hard
i finaly got all my work done after 10 hours
but as soon as i stopped
i thought now what ???
and to fill my time i worked 1.1/2 hours more
i cant think striaght
.so something is stopping
small chains of thougfht are getting very hard to follow
more in next post
that will be ahead of this
how odd
worn out
worked to much over about 8 .9 days
trying to get a gap for my self to recover
today i fet drainded
working lots but i could not understand the feeling i was getting
i can work and work
.its easy you just dont stop
so what is the ill feeling about
i told myself just keep going
.i dont know why its getting hard
i finaly got all my work done after 10 hours
but as soon as i stopped
i thought now what ???
and to fill my time i worked 1.1/2 hours more
i cant think striaght
.so something is stopping
small chains of thougfht are getting very hard to follow
more in next post
that will be ahead of this
how odd
Replies
\"I can\'t think straight\"
could be because you are working so hard.
it also could be the depression kicking you hard. fogging
your brain up.
I really think you should do something for yourself
as a reward for all the hard work.
even if you don\'t see it as a reward.
something for you. something that
invests in you.
a trip? What about a cruise?
some massage or yoga?
or reiki? Reiki is all about healing touch.
Acupuncture?
What do you enjoy?
A new bike?
in not depressed right now
.im just nutral
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I really think you should do something for yourself
as a reward for all the hard work.
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well a reward maybe but i have problems with that
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even if you don\'t see it as a reward.
something for you. something that
invests in you.
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the only thing that is working is work
the odd money target as a goal
and yesi dont spend ,,i have nothing to spend on
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a trip? What about a cruise?
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i cant go away alone
.i would hate it
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stupid i\'s in lines all over im getiing pissed off with it
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some massage or yoga?
or reiki? Reiki is all about healing touch.
Acupuncture?
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Reiki just hit me hard
it was like a time to notice how much things were cathching up
with me
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i read a thin g about be coming rich
and it said people make a bit of money and think
I now have money
and they start to spend it
and the reall trick is still to keep it and keep earning
forget the car ect ..
i have some money saved
but no i think if my mum and dad die
it will cost me all of it to bury them
so i feel even that is soon tobe gone
odd
what do i enjoy
it used to be playing
but i cant do that well anymore
it was all i was
so i have no idea what is left now
well, you might not be able to enjoy anything
right now.
rich people also pay themselves first along with saving.
could you enjoy watching someone else play?