so what can i type today
the quiz night has me worrying about digging up the past
with the ex
is it just a chance for them to tell me about her .
.i know im not a church type
and they tend to try and help by saying god loves you
to me thats like saying the moon dragon will help you
...
thoughts are on i must get this work done
and must have time off from work
to long now working none stop
so all i can see right now is 2 days
one for work one for that quiz night
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at times i think about  a bit of my life
normaly after something on tv
a romance or something where they are talking about how much they love each other ect
and i sit there thinking Yearh right as if
..im talking to myself alot
no wounder im by myself working alot
and i have no one else to say things to
some times i snap things out
times while im driving i get really agressive about
situations that have happened to me
and ill be saying f ck you
thoughts that nag
but they fade
 
over and out
working hard tomorrow
please get it all done