ive been asked to go out to a quiz night on thursday
..but its a friend of my church girl
its like digging in the past i dont think it tis realy a good idea
but it is a social night
and i dont do anything like that anymore



this is tricky.

i always have a hard time retaining friendships that
have been born out of relationships that are no longer

do what YOU want.
if you want to go socialize, then you should.

its all very messy i think
.i can always leave
right now i dont have time
lots of work i took on is taking longer to do
than i thought
i have worn myself out
but i cant stop till its done :(