deleted_user 08/21/2010
AT least!!! that is HUGE!

I love processing crap in dreams. It
seems so much easier. You can wake-up and
then it\'s over.

alantm 08/21/2010
the dream was just all work based bad memories
when i woke it was horrable

deleted_user 08/22/2010
but you were leaving. where were you leaving?

alantm 08/22/2010
i was leaving the job
.im having lots of work type dreams to do with music
last nights dream was i lost my way and couldnt get back to the show i was ment to be in
i thought i will never find my way back now
someone else will have to do it

deleted_user 08/23/2010
interesting. very.

alantm 08/23/2010
its al because i feel i cant do my job in music anymore
but its becasue i have been stopped rather than quit

i have some people saying its because of my mental state
some saying if i went to the docs maybe its physical


i think i just cant do it any more
yes it is odd
but i just cant

ive put a disatance bettween me on the girl singer
the comments she makes damages me so much

alantm 08/23/2010
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deleted_user 08/24/2010
holy. that is a huge life stressor.

no wonder you are tired.

this is a massive life change you are making and
i think you are coping quite well.

maybe that is one of your strengths? Strength is your strength?

alantm 08/24/2010
being on my own even though i dont like it is my
strength

i still have closed down
people are startting to notice
but all i think about right now is
i have so much work to finish