still shut down from people
the doors are closed because they are not helping me at all
even if i bother with them its just the same or i hear
bad input
im sick of hearing what i am not good enough for

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deleted_user
deleted_user

what are you supposedly not good enough for?

i\'ve noticed some strange things about people.
if i try to get ahead, or make change,
some people will try and stop me.

so, you closed the doors?

maybe they needed to be shut?
alantm
alantm

i need to shut out the bad stuff
..im not good enought to be wanted
im no good because i may have the wrong hair
all that rubbish
but thats what i get thrown in my face
deleted_user
deleted_user

self-talk is being affected.

appearances are a tricky area.
it sounds like someone is giving
you immature advice. Bad advice, too.

shutting them out is a great idea.
like, right out. don\'t talk to this
person about YOUR feelings anymore.

they don\'t understand.