deleted_user 08/18/2010
aaaaah. here we are getting to the bottom of stuff.

maybe you feel neglected because you
WERE neglected.

you are used to feeling neglected?
but you want more.

alantm 08/18/2010
today ive closed off from people
i shut my face book thing yesterday
no one under stands me
and i cant post what i truly feel there
and i have no one who listens anyway

alantm 08/18/2010
church girl was ment to leave the UK end of AUG
i have no idea if she did
..i do think at times how impossible that situation got
at its most simple it was good
but no of it was simple
and she had no idea how to cope with another person

i felt today How un lucky i am with relationships

deleted_user 08/19/2010
you have been unlucky in relationships.

relationships are never simple, in my experience.
i do find they get easier over time. as you get to know a person.
understand them.
my friends from childhood, i am very comfortable with.
but trust takes a loooooooong time to build.

facebook. Ugh. Facebook has been the
tool for many of people facing their past, I think.
I got contacted by a rapist on facebook.

He told me he had fond memories of me.

But I also met my partner on there.

So I have mixed feelings.
My best friend has deleted her page twice now.
It only reinforces her feelings of loneliness.

deleted_user 08/19/2010
Closing off is a way to protect yourself.

And maybe it\'s a good way to do that? for now?