deleted_user 08/18/2010
it hurts. I know that pain well.

alantm 08/18/2010
i always feel the same picture
.its when i first knew i wasnt liked
or that i was not like them
the day i was left
..
i was from another town

..i didnt even sound like them
and i was split away
and with class problems the grown ups even split me away

ive grown up alone
.i was thinking today
all my relationships have been a farce
a joke a stupid situation that was impossible

today im just trying to earn money
i can do money
.i understand that
i cant work out anything else
my last post on the othere site before i left was
i give up

my friend didnt call me today
she normaly would
but most of how i feel now is in reaction to her
she is so shallow
and im to deep for her
im not even deep as a person
.i just feel more than she can

i dont know f ck them all
im stuck by myself as normal
and i jump the years in emotions
right now im lucky im not feeling to much of anything
eccept abondonment