while i try to sleap i get frustrated with life and i #get anxious
and i always do get the idea if i cut my self a bit it may
stop that
but i know it wont and i know id have to had marks
and things would be so complex
and if someone saw
impossible
and worse 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Do you have an ipod? Can you try listening to
guided mediations at bedtime?

I found some sleep therapy sound waves
that soothe me when I don\'t use meds.

You could also do inner child work and get some
guided meditations for children. I actually like them
better than the adult ones.
alantm
alantm

night time has always been a bad time for me
and some mornings
people comment how i dont stop in the day
im always doing something
when i stop things crash in

i have a very poor self worth
and its to hard to fix


i had some hypnosis tapes
that told me to stick labels on my self
in my head
to replace ones that i see there

but it does not work
as soon as the outside crashes in
deleted_user
deleted_user

yes. it is hard to fix.

maybe the sound waves would help?
the frequencies that help relax?
it would just be a tool to help.
alantm
alantm

i find these things really frustrating
.no i see as a fix
i really need something drastic
something life chaning
something massive
deleted_user
deleted_user

massive only happens in movies and fairy tales.

massive usually is not good.
it is a trip to an institution, like your roommate.

or a stint in jail.
or something that breaks a person.

getting better is different. it\'s an uphill climb.
a slow one.
deleted_user
deleted_user

the most drastic improvement I ever
felt in coping with my own depression
was with taking meds.

they made a drastic improvement in
my quality of life. more energy. less
low mood. i valued them so much i never abused
them and took them for years and years.