i cant type anywhere else that
.i am alone
so alone
no one is holding me
or looking at me with care
no none is loving me
i feel so empty
.if i were a child they would  say this isolation is abuse
but
im not
and its what i live with
even my dreams hurt me
as i dig up scraps of the past ort face facts
 i cant stand life like this
.its so hard
i wish i were
beutiful