mornings are so bad
so hard thinking here we go again
i wake so low
.i dont go to sleep because i hate to wake
sometimes when dreams are ok its such a break
from it all
if i were alone in the house im sure i woulndt get up for days
lots of thoughts like
life is over
im past an age of hopes
loves
now its sad facts
if you asked people who is a funny crazy guy
they would say i am
also they would say hes the most dark and negative
im a mix
up and crazy and so deep.
please get me out of this