mornings are so bad
so hard thinking here we go again
i wake so low
.i dont go to sleep because i hate to wake
sometimes when dreams are ok its such a break
from it all
if i were alone in the house im sure i woulndt get up for days
lots of thoughts like
life is over
im past an age of hopes
loves
now its sad facts
if you asked people who is a funny crazy guy
they would say i am
also they would say hes the most dark and negative
im a mix
up and crazy and so deep.
please get me out of this
so hard thinking here we go again
i wake so low
.i dont go to sleep because i hate to wake
sometimes when dreams are ok its such a break
from it all
if i were alone in the house im sure i woulndt get up for days
lots of thoughts like
life is over
im past an age of hopes
loves
now its sad facts
if you asked people who is a funny crazy guy
they would say i am
also they would say hes the most dark and negative
im a mix
up and crazy and so deep.
please get me out of this
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it is never too late for love and hope.
that is common. to be funny and negative.
humor is a great way to cope with darkness.
i think it requires intelligence, too.
can you live alone? maybe you need to sleep more.
life is a total mess
socialy
that seems to be the new war
i tend to sleap when im worn out
dreams are really getting me down
i wish i had an off button
or reset
facing life is very very hard
i keep talking myself in to going on
good. talking yourself into it is a great way to continue on.
dreams are a good way to process feelings, you know.
they will wipe you out though. try to rest as much as you can
and don\'t feel one bit guilty for doing so.
at times i do get worn out but
i do get blame for feeling worn out
im feeling better at the moment
but i dont like being told off for being worn out
sometimes i really need to sleap
im trying my best to excersize at the mo manet
because i had shuch big problems with my legs ect
for 2 years i have become very weak in areas