today im ia little better than
yesterday
not to say that today was good at all
just yesterday was so bad
i have bad anxiety
an aful feeling that hangs over me
to the point i think i need pills to make it back off
i tell myself its self created
but it seems to have a mind of its own
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myself worth is so low
its something i cant remove
im not one of the perfect people
or poeple with a ll the flashy show
i feel more like a cat in a bag waiting to drown
.its very very upsetting
i thought about cutting
but i was to dead to even bother
yesterday
not to say that today was good at all
just yesterday was so bad
i have bad anxiety
an aful feeling that hangs over me
to the point i think i need pills to make it back off
i tell myself its self created
but it seems to have a mind of its own
---------
myself worth is so low
its something i cant remove
im not one of the perfect people
or poeple with a ll the flashy show
i feel more like a cat in a bag waiting to drown
.its very very upsetting
i thought about cutting
but i was to dead to even bother
Replies
I would love to know why we think it\'s self created.
It really does have a mind of it\'s own.
it also can be lethal.
the reasons for it don\'t even matter.
what matters is that you are in pain.
you are hurting.
self worth. i have a hard time with that one too.
i think it takes time
you\'ve come far. you
have delved into many
pains that are lingering and festering. you\'ve
cleared away much of the infection.