bad day really
im spending a lot of time in anxiety
tonight i rang my ex back to see why she
called ,,hoping it was because i was missed
ive had a few days thinking that idea
and maybe a new start
but no it wasnt like that at all
it was cold and about how well she is doing
she just wanted to boast
-
later read on church girls page
how she is missing me and stops her self from texting me
and worrying ect
...
all that is a mess because she is the one
who walked off from me because i dont fit her world and ideas
its all very screwed up
..work is very upsetting
also playing music is even more upsetting because i cant physicaly do it
and trying to cope with everything i do
I AM SICK OF TRYING
.IM SICK OF THIS FEELING OF SWIMMING TO A SHORE
WHEN THERE IS NO SHORE
im spending a lot of time in anxiety
tonight i rang my ex back to see why she
called ,,hoping it was because i was missed
ive had a few days thinking that idea
and maybe a new start
but no it wasnt like that at all
it was cold and about how well she is doing
she just wanted to boast
-
later read on church girls page
how she is missing me and stops her self from texting me
and worrying ect
...
all that is a mess because she is the one
who walked off from me because i dont fit her world and ideas
its all very screwed up
..work is very upsetting
also playing music is even more upsetting because i cant physicaly do it
and trying to cope with everything i do
I AM SICK OF TRYING
.IM SICK OF THIS FEELING OF SWIMMING TO A SHORE
WHEN THERE IS NO SHORE
Replies
the shore is just so far away.
you need a life preserver.
or a boat.
you and the ex have an interesting dynamic.
my goal is to get you to a place where you no
longer want her. or think about her.
she upsets you way too much. she makes you feel
worthless, it seems.
maybe it\'s not you. maybe it\'s her?