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last night dreaming was rough
 
dreamt i was self halming again
 
also dreamt i was in a test
questions
but realised the answeres were not about what i knew but
ho well i could spell
i was failing so bad and i knew it was a trap
i knew the answers but knew i was failing because i couldnt
write it
it was so un fair
also i dreamt i was pinned down
i couldnt get up
so much in the dreams
i woke quite shocked
   

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deleted_user
deleted_user

seems to me like your subconscious brain is
processing a lot of pain and feeling powerless.

you\'ll probably be tired from this.
deleted_user
deleted_user

feelings of powerlessness sometimes get stuffed
deep inside and then get processed in dreams, i think.

the good news is that you will have expressed the emotion.
now you will have room for less fear/pain.

this processing is because you desire it.
that\'s all you had to do was desire it.
it\'s the hardest thing you will ever do.
everything else will seem easy in comparison.