worn out its all catching up
 
today lots of hard work
i accidentaly stabbed my hand with a sharp knife
.it was an accident
it went right in to my palm
really deep
but i used super glue to fix myself up
 
when i bought the knifes i thought about how
these knifes ment something else
i never dreamt id be cut so deep a day later
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im worn out working on stuff
axietiy about what i do also
plus the church girl has put me in a different stress
that is a s stess but at least it not as bad as the other one
but tonight i talked to her on her face book page
but she erased everything i said
so i felt rejected again
 
all my local????
friends???
have backed off
they are all in silence
this is a very odd time
and i have no where to turn