having a very hard time today
so worn out
so
everything
.im screaming in my head
i can feel it
.its just silent and no one can hear me
but the screams are there  

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deleted_user
deleted_user

what are the screams saying?
deleted_user
deleted_user

just read your last entry.

you will be wiped out after this discovery.
REST and be gentle with yourself.

and tell those screams it\'s all gonna get better now.
patience. tell them to be patient. you see it now.
alantm
alantm

no its the fact that i am living in an emotional glass tube
and i will never escape it
and i am going to die like this
i cant escape the prision that i am built into
.i hate being a vessel
if i thought death would release me
.i would go now with out looking back
deleted_user
deleted_user

oh, death will release us. It sure as heck better.

emotional glass tube.

to me, that sounds like your emotions are visible
but also nobody can touch them.

you can escape. for sure.
what you are going through now is
intense stuff. mega.
like a hurricane.
alantm
alantm

yes you are right ..**emotional glass tube. to me, that sounds like your emotions are visible
but also nobody can touch them.
alantm
alantm

i spent all this evening with church girl
but as friends .....i cant go in to it all
it all just feels to much to talk about
.i just wanted to feel like a normal person for an evening .

at one point i told her about being trapped in the glass ball
till i die
deleted_user
deleted_user

i\'m just proud of you for going out.