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again working only
working to much
and alone
to much self talk
way to much
and im going to bed alone fro all my past and
people i thought were there
 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

you sure do say a lot in a short amount of words.
that is quite a skill.
i like it.

too much self talk says to me that
you are blaming yourself again.

you don\'t deserve that blame so stop with it.

the world could use A LOT more
introspection/self talk

People should be more like you.

\"people i thought were there\"

Could you be grieving for those relationships?
Do you think you have a new perspective on them?
alantm
alantm

too much self talk says to me that
you are blaming yourself again.

in ways i am
my opinion of my self worth is very low
to the point i dont really see my self as a person


you don\'t deserve that blame so stop with it.

i try to talk logic to myself but being by my self so much my own voice just seems like noise


the world could use A LOT more
introspection/self talk

maybe be so thre are a lot of people who dont think



People should be more like you.

ive been thinking again am i austistic in some ways
.inter action isnt my strong point

\"people i thought were there\"

Could you be grieving for those relationships?
Do you think you have a new perspective on them?

yes im thinking on them
my indian ex that seemed to give so much but couldnt sho understanding or afection
my turkish girl who was so atractive and fun but so selfish
and church girl how loved me but was in such a mess she was like a person falling over tangled wool .

im at a big loss with all people
,i have closed down but again its lonly here
but outside of this isnt working
its a trap
and life seems so odd
as in i spend all my life working on things and im not sure if its any life at all
maybe life is passing me by