ex

feel worried
about life
miss my turkish ex
even though it was very one sided
 
with her i thought i had reached somewhere
that it was all more even
i had gone through all the crap to reach this
.i look back at the sort of high points in that relationship
and think
ill never get that again just because of age factors
she was a beutiful girl
and i did love her totally
and at first i had no doubts at all that she loved me
 
but
thats all over
long over
and this new ex is the new OVER
 
i wish life was more than Overs
thinking if life is just to get money
once you got rich it would be the end
life is trying to live a nice life
im failing big time at this