so

i have nothing cleaver or smart to write
 
things are quite fucked up
how on earth it will get better i have no idea
the older i get the more i know it wont
 
 
 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

you don\'t have to try to be clever or smart.
you naturally are that way.

what\'s fucked up?

my son said this to me the other day
and i thought it was brilliant. he said it
about his ankle that was hurting. he tells
himself \"it\'s only a feeling\".
alantm
alantm

im in the strange situation of not really knowing what my state of mind was when i posted that ...it will be to do with coping with people
BUT only a feeling is what i tell myself
because i feel something should i react on it ?
its just a feeling
that is a hard one to sort out
i tend to be my feelings
deleted_user
deleted_user

So you are an emotional being. That is very, very common.

I think you get overwhelmed by feelings and then
feel guilt because you can\'t control them.
Vicious cycle. I know I\'m in it.