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over the last few days i have flipped again
i am cold
.i dont really feel anything now
i feel resentment maybe?
or a mix of other emotions when i felt a door was closed
she has tagged her self so much on to religion
that i see the 2 as a set
i cant do one so i really cant do the other
.i have gone from being close to OFF
i dont think anyone outside of a few of her nutcase friends
would blame me
DELUSSIONAL!!!!!!! PEOPLE!!!!
i am cold
.i dont really feel anything now
i feel resentment maybe?
or a mix of other emotions when i felt a door was closed
she has tagged her self so much on to religion
that i see the 2 as a set
i cant do one so i really cant do the other
.i have gone from being close to OFF
i dont think anyone outside of a few of her nutcase friends
would blame me
DELUSSIONAL!!!!!!! PEOPLE!!!!
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i\'m gonna rewrite your journal.
Say it out loud to yourself, k?
I\'m learning about the brain and language.
\"Over the last few days it
has become more clear
that her religion plays too
much of a role in her life for us
to have a future.\"
You used to always blame yourself.
You have shifted and there is more logic
but still traces of you blaming yourself.
when you say things like \"I am cold\"
and \"I have gone from being close to OFF\"
I highly doubt she wants to be with someone
who is going to make her question her belief.
She will want someone with similar beliefs.
there doesn\'t need to be blame.
It\'s integrity that won\'t allow you to
ignore the role religion is playing.
You should be proud of that.
I tend to think christianity is delusional too.
But I do think that the interpretations of it
can be helpful. I just find it so oppressive.