having a bad time stillnot sleaping well isolationstress feeling traped even feeling trapped like in a plasic bag my self feels like a plastic sheet im trapped inside it so i have feeling of cutting my way out of it im suffering for wanting emotionfrom seeing loving emotions though glass i can see it but cant get there .i want to be held im so abandonded
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abandonment is a common fear. it\'s
very scary because it hurts so much
to have someone say \'you are not good enough for me\'.
i get it all the time
and they dont even say it
but i know
and also i think they are not good enough for me
but i am alone
and i dont have too high a self worth
so i do feel very rejected
and i am all ways nice
yah. i know what you mean.
perhaps you are shifting. changing.
this awareness that you are always nice and they are not?
that\'s huge.
you need to hang with people who are like you.
find friends that can relate to you and that you have
much in common with.
but wait awhile, k? first you need to build strength. get
past this crippling depression.