im making things worse people who know me cant cope with me the way i see things has me labled as negative and they cant change me so they are becoming blunt  blunt will not work blunt makes me a wall and more extream  so im closing the door even more  they want to know me but dont like what they find well thats ok i will close on you to  when people ask how did a person become so isolated look at thisthis is how  this is how it happens  

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i totally know what you mean.

i do it as a precaution. when i start to get
depressed, i totally isolate myself. i don\'t
want to expose those i care about to
my depression. i don\'t want to lose them.

they could be scared, too. sometimes it\'s
scary for people to watch someone they care about
slide down into depression.