The police came todaym t: the nut case was released and is back here m t: so they came related to him smashing up another house m t: he denied itm t: but they have witnesses m t: he agreed after he did it m t: but said they had it coming ect m t: -m t: its all in his head m t: he smashed up a random house m t: -m t: they asked him to give a statement tomorrow m t: so tomorrow is more police m t: -m t: my sister hasnt rang m t: she ran away to cyprusm t: i said to my mum and dand we should call her m t: but they said nom t: she wont call here so why bother with her m t: and then went on about how none of our family ever bothered with us m t: i sad Yes and thats why i am like i am m t: this feeling of no one cares at allm t: but i didnt say the last bitm t: -m t: just had a flash of myself as a kid at 5 or something m t: in grans house eating ice orange ice cubes from the fridge m t: the orange was to strong m t: -see its these flash backs
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Are the flashbacks new?
Someone said to me once \"The past lives inside of us.\"
I think it\'s important to remember that. You are
releasing yourself from the past.
You have a lot going on. Please be gentle with yourself.
You can get through this.
just my mind jumping to times with the same feelings
i had anouther 1970s one yester day
.it all just felt like the 70s
hard to explain
it was in the air and everything
you know
time passes but were still in the same place
so if the time jumps
what really is the diffrence ?