Samaritans  had a bad day todayi woke feeling bad and it hasnt left me cant cope with society.im not part of it and i see it all as a fake stage set i feel rejected by it and cant even fake my way though it the lack of contact with anyone is adding to its dream like image the world is just something i see and anything i do has no effect cant keep this up forever its not like a depression .its like a dispare over things that do not changeim sick of being hurt in this life