Samaritans had a bad day todayi woke feeling bad and it hasnt left me cant cope with society.im not part of it and i see it all as a fake stage set i feel rejected by it and cant even fake my way though it the lack of contact with anyone is adding to its dream like image the world is just something i see and anything i do has no effect cant keep this up forever its not like a depression .its like a dispare over things that do not changeim sick of being hurt in this life
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Yes, I am too. I think
humans can reach a breaking point
from all the hurt.
what you describe is like depression though.
depression is when you feel isolated,
disconnected, alone, and very sad.
you are making change to stop
the hurting.
just stating that you are sick of it will
give you some freedom.
its different now
.i really need to have contact with someone
im so outside life its
as if im not here
even the people i reach to at an emotional level
see me as a ghost