ive been here more than a year i got here in desperationand i would say i went even worse i go up and down things are not to great but i am betterbut i did cut myself just over a week ago how i feel right now distant other people seem very very far away i feel alone like when you are 1000s of miles away from everyone that feeling that you cant change it because you are so far away i feel like that because of 2 things .i have been removed by other people and i feel i cant cope with any one
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you are depressed. that is the truth
you may need to face. that is it.
depression is a disease of
perception. it kills people all the time.
you have survived this long with it.
you have been fighting it off for the
last year. and fighting HARD.
that takes a lot of strength.
other people are far away when you are
depressed. they don\'t understand.
and they ARE hard to cope with.
take your time. i find it usually lifts slowly.
i always want it to go away overnight but
it takes time. awful, painful, dreadful time.
and relapsing is part of recovery.
i\'m glad you are focusing on how you are better.
you are getting better. humans are self-healing creatures.
and you want more than anything to heal.
so you shall.