im feeling so isolatedand hopless i really am thinking of cutting myself again its like im forced to it  i cant cope with feeling awfull again like before and it is just like before but after so many years its worsebecause i feel like there is no hope  yes i's in lines now i wish i had it back but now it has no power i now have no control over anything   

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none of us have control, really.

we can control our actions to some extent

i wish i could help more. i know
deep emotional pain
and there seems to be no way out of it
other than waiting for it to pass.

it is awful though.