a question that would scare me to death is what do you think of me ?  some of the replys would be nice but others i coulnt face some i would knowsome i dont want to hear  some seem like an easy answer but i really cant do it in such a simple way  really i shouldnt even thinak about it and just be answers to that should be from myself  i think im way less than i should have been and loved so less than i should have  but i guess  = thinkKNOW if i had looked better all this would be fixed and really i dont think i look that bad so whats going on ????really what is going on?