this is the olny place i can really say anything  fed up of shallow people i know they have far to many friends who are there to praise every pic posted on line  becasue all they want is to sleap with themits like stalker centralandthey love it  also i cant ever remember when anyone ever said a nice thing about me .i only have women talk to me about how awfull thier life is with the guy that treats them like crapthey thank me for my time to listen and reasoning then go back to be treat like shit at the mention of why dont you date me its ho no hes a joke  i spent years missing and compaering loves to a person i never even kissed the years are passing the girl i thought loved me does notand has vanished just becasue for one day i treat her like she has treated me for 4 yearsevery day part of me is really angery but who the hell do i scream at they all left no one is left  they are doing something a lot more right than i amthey moved one and are married and happy  im still in this helllife is not what you make it some times it is just what today isand the day after  i feel like some awful freak,i dont want to die with a life like this