deleted_user 07/13/2009
what does better look like?

deleted_user 07/13/2009
i picture you with someone who loves you.
someone you feel safe with.

i picture you healthy, physically. no pain.

i picture you teaching, for sure. a new career.
teaching music or teaching those with dyslexia.

will you have a computer in germany?

alantm 07/13/2009
i have no outside contact there
been told that we will asol be locked in our rooms at night
go on thursday

ive been spelling 9\'s as p\'s again
music leaves me feeling very dead these days
its to hard
.i really am starting to think im getting near the end

alantm 07/13/2009
i have lost hope in tomorrow

alantm 07/13/2009
all this and ill be in a quiet town where 50,000 poeple died

deleted_user 07/13/2009
not just died, murdered. 50,000 people were murdered there.

i hope you are able to confront your fear and be inspired by it.

you don\'t have to have hope in tomorrow. i\'ll have it for you.

try to forgive yourself for the spelling - it\'s not your fault.