having social problems had a few performing jobs at partysand clubs im feeling very very out of place .i feel im not part of scocity i cant cope with things like they all do .i just feel worse and more in a jar  im having work issues not dealing well with people im pushing them away,i have suprising amounts of resentment and even anger at reltionshipsor the way i see and have HAD  to deal with  i feel im sick of trying to prove i am worth to be loved and when i stop no one does love mei feel unloved sick of tryingfor everyone when no one cares anyway the whole thing is very upsetting i feel rejected and still feel like a small child that knows no one likes but for the only reason ,that i am me im just not a person that is wanted