cut my drinking back by 50% i felt better for it  ..back drinking tonight and i feel im more in contact with how i realy feel in side  i am alone ,ive never managed to get away from that i really do feel i am marked .i have always felt it  i was marked as a reject from life as a kid and i beleive it  because it is proved to me so much i follow fact and this is fact  i am marked till death