today was the last day of going to hospitalthey said they will keep me on the books for 2 weeks incase i want to go back  its up to me to fix things now .it always is reallyso today i feel its the end of a long road i feel cut lose now what? it is a marker shows how many things have ended  i feel alone today ,i have no loved one to take comfort with and im geting fed up of life alone i live alone in everything  .i realy hope something comes along or my life will have been quite sad till the end