week coming  monday ,,,docs ..... i think that will just upset me so long to wait ..no way can they say anything that would make that wait worth while  tuesday night ...out setting up things for wed's day  thats a pain makes it 2 days i get paid less than the going rate...so i think im there mostley to just to get a bigger bill from the customer   i thought i maybe in london this week but her lack of enthusiasum has dulled me down dreams are afull these days my dreams always are very hard to face the days getting older is raising so many worrys to