she went a year agoshe came here in janshe came here 3 weeks ago now i feel left more than the other times before i felt alone because she was gone now i feel LEFT its not good :( where the hell am i going to find a person for me nowthat was like my last chance ill get comments like you will find someone when you dont think and all that rubbishi know the facts .i know how my life has ran ..i know the figuers and how it goesso i know how long it will be and i know the problems and the types out there so i am alone LONG TERM its only people how are witrh someone long term say ...you will find someone the ones by them self say nothing because they know betterive been a loser from 7 so i know how it works .i found out fast and no matter what i do im in the list of people who are last . you cant argue with it its there in a record .i have proof just look at it all its a huge mess years of sorrow and people who shut the door on me no matter how much i gave of myself
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maybe you are living life backwards. maybe
you will be happier at the end of life.
to find out at 7 years old that you are a \'loser\' is just simply
not right.
someone along the way failed you. that is not YOUR fault, yet
you seem to think it is.
what would you say to that seven year old boy if you met him today?
i\'d say \"honey, it was never ever your fault. I\'m sorry adults have let
you down.\"
i say sorry the world is like this
.it will be all long and hard i cant change it.
i remember the day at the wall
.i think it was soon after everyone else had decided
i was the outcast
.i didnt know it till then
but i never changed from then on
i found i was flagged as unwanted
but that is not reality.
i would say that, too. I would say that happiness is not something to
strive for but something you find in
moments.
i would say that life is going to be really hard for you
young man, because you are strong
and you can handle it.
i would say to always believe in yourself.
because other people are afraid of you.
they will try to crush you.
but it is because they are afraid.
and not because of you