the days are long i wake late because i dont want to get up at all days are long because ive stopped not much happens anymore nowhere to go  nothing to work on went out to the shops tonight my legs and hips hurt as much as they ever did i learnt a few spelling things today.ill have tostart using commas and full stops againand the i thing will have to go  i would rather wait ill im with someone again before .i stop that i would just feel better about it then someone ?who could  i trust ???