i just saw a film and i was reminded of the feeling i had when knew a girl and every second i was with her was special time moved to quickly and she would be gone again and i would miss her so much  this was 15 years ago and it didnt go anywhere at all it was a screwed up mess for me and upset me a lot  see  i never win even in love  but i just had a shadow of that feeling cross me a feeling i had forgotten