been posting in the SI  group again i got close again but i didnt  while i get that close i feel i can talk to people about it on a level they will feel  and in some way i will help someone escape it all  that has to be worth some thing  from all that mess   

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it\'s worth more than you could know, I think.

I believe it\'s taking action to help yourself.