feeling like cuttingwhy just to mark what a total fuck up i am idont even have a blade hereso im even more of a fuck up yes im a total fucking fuck up i never did become anything .i just became a fuck up no one loves me i really could just die now and life would move on with one less fucked up person thank god for that
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i wonder if being around people
who care and who want to celebrate
is the part that caused all this pain tonight.
i can relate.
i think you are remarkably strong to have
survived the difficult childhood
i think you are very wise and
have insight that is rare to see
you could die now. yes.
life would move on for others, yes.
but life will end eventually anyway.
i hope you can stick it out. i think
that you are on the verge of
getting over the hurdle.
plus, i know you feel nobody cares
but they really do
they would be hurt by your sudden absence.
i would be.
i think you feel like cutting to relieve the pain.
i see lots of pain here.
im feeling isolated and this silence is making that bigger
i have problems in every area of my life
all areas
i try to fight forward but even if i do why
there is nothing that im fighting to