i saw a lot of people tonight that i used to know  and it showed me how cripiled i am  i am a lone  .its my birthday but this day is so hard its like a reflection of how bad i have fallen. 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

or a reflection of how many friends you have?

depression really skews the mind, friend.
I know because i\'ve experienced it
and because I\'ve had good friends lose the battle to fight it.

i\'ve seen countless people think they are all alone
and yet they have friends who throw
birthday parties for them

it might feel shallow and you might feel alone
but it\'s the depression talking, not reality.

you are injured, not crippled

you are lonely, but not alone

you have not fallen, you are recovering
deleted_user
deleted_user

i had a afew that cared
that was nice of them it wasnt anything special
just went to see a local band
i know all the people in that show
,i used to be in it
but i was made to feel an outsider in that show
they still didnt try to talk to me much
so no change there

but i was glad 3 friends came to see me
no one ever does try like that
deleted_user
deleted_user

how nice. you are cared for.